Friday, January 30, 2009

KEEP OFF THE GRASS

Everything's sooooooo damn wrong! The warning bell won't seem to stop ringing in my head! Reality seems to shOut at my face all the time, and it keeps On telling me to "BACK OFF!"

Like the sign on some playground or beautifully-manicured lawn, you know, the "KEEP OFF THE GRASS" sign?!

You sure want so bad to go running around the grass, like you're entice to step your feet on it, but you know you just simply can't do it because you'd be going against some rule or law or something!

It's like you're caught up between wanting so much to ran around on the grass with your bare feet and trying to respect somebody else's property as well...

You know it's possible for you to ignore the sign and do whatever it is that pleases you, but then again you know that deep down even though you could, you just simply won't do it!

So frustrating!!!

xoxo,

Mae =)

SOMETHING'S CHANGED

I hate to admit it but i think something's changed!

'COz right nOw, i'm scared to face reality!

I knOw it's something that i've been trying to avoid frOm the very beginning...

That's why i wish to be away frOm yOu soOn!

It's a must fOr me tO distance myself frOm yOu ASAP...






While i still can!



xoxo,

Mae =)

Monday, January 26, 2009

MESSED UP THOUGHTS

what's wrong with me?

every thing's so wrong around me lately!

don't know what's goin on with me...

i need to get my act back together...

i have to get back on track...

i know i'm not myself lately...

maybe because im almost fed up coping with my stupid illnesses...

take note, it's with 's'...

yeah, i've got a lot of 'health-related issues' goin on...

it kinda confused me sometimes on what 'sickness' to deal first...

hahaizt...

life...

you can't alwayz expect everything to turn the way you want it to be...

but that's the beauty of life...

mysterious, exciting, unpredictable...

that's why, i think i need to hang-on for a while...

right papa GOD?

Saturday, January 10, 2009

DON'T FALL IN LOVE





I was just surfing the net for some friendster profile graphics...
Just want to post this, that's all...
hahahaha...


xoxo,

Mae =)

Thursday, January 8, 2009

TOP 10

hahahaha... i'm about to be bitten by the love bug...AGAIN...

source: everythingvalentinesday.com

Top 10 Romantic Gifts

* A single red rose
* A romantic getaway
* Homemade heart-shaped cake
* Candlelight dinner
* Diamonds
* Wine and chocolate
* A bouquet of favorite flowers
* Personalize romance novel
* Perfumes
* Photo memory book


Top 10 Romantic Scents

* Scent of your partner
* Vanilla
* Rose
* Strawberry
* Musk
* Fresh flowers
* Lavender
* Peaches
* Caramel
* Chocolate


Top 10 Romantic Nicknames

* Baby/ Babe
* Sunshine
* Sweetie
* Honey
* Sweetheart
* Darling
* Honey Bunny
* Pumpkin
* Love
* Angel/ Princess


Top 10 Romantic Messages

* I miss the laughs I used to get from you. I miss the talks we used to have. And above all, I just miss YOU!
* To the world, you may be one person. But for me, you are my whole world!
* My heart for you will never break. My smile for you will never fade. My love for you will never end. I love you always and forever!
* Sending you 1000 smiles, take one for now, and keep the remaining 999 under your pillow, pick out 1 every morning, because I want to see you smiling always.
* Falling in love with you was the second best thing in the world. Finding you was the first.
* When the time comes that I can't smile anymore, don't worry about me. I know what to do. I'll just stand in a corner and think of you. No one else can make me as happy as you.
* Set a place for me in your heart, not in your mind. The mind easily forgets, but the heart always remembers. I love you
* There are only two times that I want to be with you... Now and Forever.
* Loving you is like breathing...I just can't stop doing it. The only time I will not do it is when I am no more in this world!
* I dropped a tear in the ocean. The day that I find it is the day I will stop loving you.


Top 10 Romantic Books

The Playboy
Carly Phillips’s 'The Playboy' is a romantic tale of a divorcee, who wants to run away from the match making policy of his mother. Whilst she is determined to make her son marry, he, in turn, manages to find a woman who has fled from her own wedding. Both of them decide to act as a couple, only to fall in love with each other during the act.

Lady of Desire
'Lady of Desire' is a story of a lady who, much unlike her mother, is a beauty and far apart from any scandals. She runs away from home when her brother fixes her marriage, only to come across a notorious leader of the thieves. He belongs to a much coveted family and, falling in love with her, returns back to his home to become a good person and woo her love. Gaelen Foley’s novel is a moving tale of how love can change people and make them better individuals.

The Game
Set in the backdrop of the Elizabethan era, Brenda Joyce’s 'The Game' is a tale of romance and love that has historical people as its characters. The protagonist of the book is a pirate who captures a woman and ends up falling in love with her. A perfect story of romance, love and passion, it shows how far can people go for the person they love.

Taken by Surprise
Written by Susan Johnson, 'Taken by Surprise' revolves around a game which turns into the most unlikely fashion. The story is a tale of a lover and a prohibited encounter which he makes. This leads him having both desire and danger around him. An enticing story, 'Taken by Surprise' focuses on all the aspects of love.

Born in Ice
Nora Roberts, in her novel ‘Born in Ice’, portrays the Irish life and the love that is shared between three sisters. The book takes you to the world of ice, where you see love through the eyes of Brianna Concannon, the younger sister. She falls in love with Grayson Thane, an American mystery writer, who finds himself drawn towards her, despite all odds. The book is sure to ignite love among the readers.

Outlander
A first in the series of novels started by Diana Gabaldon, 'Outlander' is about two lovers - Claire Fraser and Jamie Fraser. Set in the backdrop of the World War II, the novel defies certain romance parameters and is a composition which can also be classified as a historic or science fiction.

Pride and Prejudice
One of the most famous novels by Jane Austen, 'Pride and Prejudice' is all about five sisters and the turmoil they go through when a wealthy man and his best friend arrive in their neighborhood. Published in 1813, the novel is a classic tale of love and values.

It Had to Be You
Written by Susan Elizabeth Phillips, 'It Had to Be You' is a contemporary romance novel that brings across the story of a young woman who struggles against all odds to make her life perfect. An enchanting story of two stubborn people who believe in playing for keeps, it showcases the magic of being in love as well as being loved.

The Bride
Written by Julie Garwood, 'The Bride' is about a couple in which the partners complement each other perfectly. Both the characters are strong-willed and learn to adjust to each other with time. A classic love story of deep passions and great love, it is surely worth a read!!

Whitney, My Love
Published in 1985, Judith McNaught’s 'Whitney, My Love' is a romantic tale of The Duke of Claymore, who spends years waiting for Whitney Stone to grow up and become his wife. However, when she grows, she falls in love with someone else. The novel would make you smile, cry and even sigh as you read through their turbulent relationship.


Top 10 Romantic Songs

Don't Want to Miss a Thing
Sung by the rock band Aerosmith, the song was taken from the Armageddon soundtrack and made its appearance at number one on the Billboard Hot 100 in the year 1998.

Truly Madly Deeply
A popular song of the year 1997, Truly Madly Deeply was sung by the Australian pop band Savage Garden. It is the third song in the band's debut album, titled ‘Savage Garden’.

Everything I Do (I Do It For You)
Written and sung by Bryan Adams, the song was listed in his album ‘Waking up the Neighbours’ in the year 1991. It is also found in the soundtrack of the film 'Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves' released in the same year.

My Heart Will Go On
The song is from one of the most popular romantic movies of all times - ‘Titanic’. Released in 1997, it is the theme song of the movie and has been sung by Celine Dion.

Wicked Games
One of the most romantic songs till date, 'Wicked Games' was sung by Chris Isaak. The song featured in his third studio album - 'Heart Shaped World' in the year 1989.

Take My Breath Away
From the 'Top Gun soundtrack album', 'Take My Breath Away' also featured in the movie 'Top Gun'. Sung by the band Berlin, the song was released in the year 1986.

Come Away With Me
Norah Jones, a pianist and singer, made a debut with the romantic track 'Come Away With Me'. The song was released in the year 2002, under the title ‘Studio Album’.

I Just Called To Say I Love You - Stevie Wonder
'I Just Called To Say I Love You' was featured in the 1984 movie ‘The Woman in Red’. It was written, produced as well as performed by the renowned artist - Stevie Wonder.

From This Moment On
Sung by Shania Twain, 'From This Moment On' is the song that was listed in her multi-platinum album, 'Come on Over'. It was released in the year 1997.

This I Promise You
The song 'This I Promise You' featured in the second album of the band 'Nsync', as the third song. The name of the album was ‘No Strings Attached’ and it was released in the year 2000.


Top 10 Romantic Cities

Paris
The capital of France, Paris is one of the most romantic cities in the world. From the alluring beauty of nature to the historic appeal of the yester years, the place has it all. The 'City of Light', as Parisians call it, is also known for its literature and fine cuisine. If you are a lover of good wine and fond of desserts, there can not be a better place than Paris. There are numerous tourist attractions in Paris, not to forget Eiffel tower, where you can declare your love to your beloved!!

Venice
One of the most romantic cities in the world, Venice proves to be an utmost delight for lovers. Also called the 'Floating City', it promises to offer you unique water landscapes, along with the mystic greenery, and spins a magical yarn for the lovers to dwell in. An irresistible charm that the city exudes along with its perfect ambience is a major turn-on for any couple.

San Francisco
Are you ready to explore the best of nature? San Francisco is sure to provide something to match to the liking of all. The glorious greens of the Golden Green Park, the breezy stroll at the waterfront or the exciting ride at the colorful wooden cable car, the options are too many for the love birds to explore. It is the ultimate destination for a couple to revel in the natural beauty and have a great time!

Boston
Boston is the seat or the cultural center of the entire New England region. While the city has a rich and affluent historic significance, it also exudes the ambience of the present generation. Boston looks extremely beautiful in the snow and winter is the right time for a couple to go there, when the cold is enough to make you want to snuggle and remain close to each other.

New York
Whether it’s proclaiming your love at the top of the Empire State Building or exploring the city in a luxurious carriage ride or even touring the Statue of Liberty, New York rightly poses to be one of the most romantic cities in the world. From historic landmarks to Broadway theaters to hundreds of museums, the city has it all for lovers to take pleasure in.

Vienna, Austria
Enthralling and ever-lasting, Vienna is sure to be a delightful destination for a couple. From the serene sunset spots to trendy love nests, you have a range of romantic options to impress your other half with. Get carried away with the romance of the place and make the holiday special for your partner.

New Orleans
There is something in the air of New Orleans that makes the place so romantic for a couple. While cruising in the ship or watching the city drift by from the deck of a riverboat are pure embodiments of romance, riding through a carriage in the arms of your lover, crossing the French effigy, is not far behind. The place is a beauty for lovers to spend their vacation in.

Monte-Carlo
Attractive and appealing, Monte-Carlo strikes just the right chord of romantic essence that lovers dwell in. The city is beautiful with its breathtaking landscapes and idyllic beaches. The extension of Monte-Carlo into rock and sea will gives you the perfect opportunity to spend some tranquil moments with your better half.

London
Rated as one of the most happening place in the world, London is a great city to let romance take over. From the castles to the churches, palaces to the cathedrals, ancient museums to lovely beaches, London has everything to bring you into the most romantic mood.

Melbourne
Melbourne is the perfect place to bask in the glory of love. A mystical quality that is attached to the city lends it the tag of being one of the top romantic cities in the world. The ambience of the city is great and is sure to extend a flame of emotions and passions in your love life.

xoxo,

Mae =)

VALENTINE'S DAY MASSACRE

Since the "LOVE MONTH" is fast approaching, I would like to share this beyond the usual "Valentine's Day" story. I came across with this article in the internet. Actually, this is quite the opposite from all those heart-warming and soul-tingling stories of love that we've probably heard or read... After reading this, you would surely view Valentine's Day in a different kind of way...


Valentine's Day Massacre is one of the most publicized incident of gang war slaying in the history. The gruesome incident was a fall out of the rivalry between two notorious criminal gangs of Chicago - the South Side Italian gang led by Al ‘Scarface' Capone and the North Side Irish gang led by George 'Bugs' Moran. Seven of Moran's men lost their life in the well planned out massacre that occurred on St Valentine's Day, February 14, 1929. The shoot out was highly publicized by the media and was much talked about in public but nobody was ever booked for the incident.

The cold-blooded Plan
Al Capone and his dreaded gang member Jack 'Machine Gun' McGurn devised the ghastly plan for the Valentine's Day massacre mainly to eliminate arch rival Moran. The idea was to trick Moran and his gang to visit a warehouse on North Clark Street on the pretext of buying some hijacked bootleg whiskey at cheap price. A team of six men led by Fred ‘Killer' Burke would enter the venue in the disguise of police officers and carry the shoot out. Capone and McGurn were to be away from the scene to establish their alibi.

The Massacre on Valentine's Day Morning
As per plan, around 10:30 A.M. on Thursday, February 14, 1929, Burke's men drove up to the garage of the S-M-C Cartage Company in the Lincoln Park neighborhood on the North Side of Chicago, Illinois in a stolen police car. Of the five shooters, two were in the police uniform and three in ordinary street clothes. Capone's men saw seven of Moran's gang members but not Moran himself. Shooters in police uniform ask Moran's gang members to line up facing the wall. Thinking that their captors to be relatively harmless policemen who have come to raid the place, the gangsters followed the instructions. Burke's shooters instantly shot and killed the men with Thompson submachine guns. Of the seven men killed in the massacre six belonged to Moran's gang - James Clark, Frank and Pete Gusenberg, Adam Meyer, Johnny May and Al Weinshank. Seventh man was an optician - Dr. Reinhardt Schwimmer who enjoyed the company of gangsters.

In order to leave without raising suspicion in the eyes of the possible witnesses, the men in street clothes marched out of the garage with their hands raised. Those in police uniform walked behind them, giving the appearance that the police caught the bootleggers and all was well.

Though the massacre was carried out just as planned, it missed the prime target Moran who was per chance late for the meeting. When Moran was about to reach, he saw the police car pulling up near the garage. Moran retraced to avoid being caught up in the raid.

Aftermath of the Massacre
Only Frank ‘Tight Lips' Gusenberg was found alive by the real police when it reached the crime spot. He too succumbed after arriving at Alexian Brothers Hospital. Gusenberg refused to name his attackers making the case more challenging for the investigating team who had to work extremely hard tracing the clues to establish the plan of the criminal. Prime suspect of the massacre, Al Capone and McGurn proved their alibi and shooters were never identified. Thus, in the absence of concrete proof nobody was ever punished for the dreadful Valentine's Day Massacre.

Consequences
The massacre was widely reported by the media which dubbed it as the "St. Valentine's Day Massacre". Ironically, rather than tightening noose against him, media glare helped Al Capone. The continuous front-page coverage provided him a celebrity status, establishing him as a supreme and dreadful gangster. On the other hand, the massacre resulted in the end of Moran's leadership in the North Side and his gang vanished into obscurity.

The incident, however, brought Capone's activities in the eyes of Federal Government and it began to keep a strict eye on him. Capone was at last convicted and imprisoned for seven years on income tax evasion charges in 1931. Capone died in Florida from Syphilis in 1947.

A year after the massacre, Fred Burke's house was raided by the police. In Burke's possession was found the tommy guns used in the Massacre. Though Burke was never brought to Illinois to be tried for the massacre, he was, sentenced to life for the killing of a policeman in Michigan.

The infamous massacre became the subject of the 1959 movie Some Like it Hot and Roger Corman's famous 1967 film The St. Valentine's Day Massacre.

xoxo,

Mae =)

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

AN OPEN MESSAGE / LETTER...



Dear _i_o,

You said, "IM SORRY"
I wanted to believe you,
but you never proved me that you're
sorry
and you might have asked some girl the
same thing…

You said, "I LOVE YOU"
I was ready to believe you,
but you never showed me that you love
me
and you might have confessed to
another girl as well…

You said, "I MEANT IT"
I was willing to believe you,
but you never proved me that you do
meant it
and you might have vowed to a
certain girl too…

…YES! I was hoping that I could and would eventually believe everything that you’ve told me, but I simply just can’t and won’t do it. You’ve deceived me, hurt me, and broke me, BADLY. But despite the damaged you’ve caused me, I’m willing to forgive you, and I have totally forgiven you a long time ago. I know you might defend yourself and say, “I never knew what you felt coz you never told me either!” But then again, does action speak louder than words? Maybe… I guess... I am certain that everything that has happened between us was and is partly my fault, but I accepted that fact already. And I’ve paid the price, actually still paying it until now! I know I can’t change who you are and I don’t intend to change you either. In the first place I’ve accepted the entire you, FROM THE VERY BEGINNING. Though you’ve given me too much pain and heartaches, I can’t deny the fact that you’ve brought me joy and happiness as well, and I THANK YOU FOR THAT. I may be uncertain of what lies ahead of me, but I am definitely certain about this, “I may fall down hard every once in a while, but I can always pick myself up and bounce back to life, higher, better and stronger than ever!”

xoxo,

Mae =)