It's true, he came unexpectedly, without a warning. But then who would ever thought that I would end up this way? Blabbering dreamingly about him to my friends on how 'sweet' and 'funny' he is, or WAS.
Who would ever thought that I would eventually like him this much even though we've spent less than a week trying to keep our communication 'alive' on every 'gadget' possibly avaible on the face of the earth.
Who would ever thought that I would learn to value him more than 'the past' for those brief moments I've spent with him 'talking' about anything and everything we could think of, no matter how strange, amusing, or exhilarating it was.
And who would ever thought that he would just drop by to teach me some things but in the long run would just leave me behind...
That's right, he was a nomad who was unmindful of the fact, that my brief encounter with him ended up teaching me lessons and making me realize a great deal about my life! He was a vagabond who taught me how to smile again,for real, after being emotionally broke from all the pain life inflicted me. He was a wanderer who made me hope again after being disappointed from all the things that I have longed for that, like a child's whisper, vanished into thin air. He was a rambler who helped me to have faith again after loosing it repeatedly along the way because of my excruciating experiences.
Surely, he taught me lessons in very eccentric yet special ways. But there is this one thing I've wished he taught me before he went away on his journey...
"He should have taught me how to deal with so-sudden, mind-puzzling, soul-tormenting, and heart-wrecking goodbyes!"
"He should have taught me how to deal with so-sudden, mind-puzzling, soul-tormenting, and heart-wrecking goodbyes!"
xoxo,
Mae =)
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