Friday, July 3, 2009

In GOd's TIme!

Hmmmmmmmm... lOng time nO blOg!

Well, so what brought me here? I mean, why did I decide to write another blog entry?
Hmmmmmmmmmmm... let's just say the conversation I had with a friend of mine made me decide to blog my thoughts right now..

You see, my friend, let's just call him my textmate, asked me if I could advice him about some love stuff that he's experiencing as of the moment. But before I could do that, he also asked me to read his note/blog about that dilemma he has. And so, being the ever-obedient friend, I did read his note.

And you know what, I was literally smiling while reading his note from start to finish! Wondring why? Let's just say that the some of the scenes that he's trying to picture out and trying to recall are quite familiar to me! Why did I say it's familiar? Well it's because I was also doing and thinking the things he'd done and thought about. The only obvious difference though is the gender of the person that we liked...wahahahahaha...

But kidding aside, I was really amused knowing the fact that I'm not the only one experiencing those so called "cheesy attacks". Like those "I can't seem to get you off my mind" and the likes stuff.

Whew! I was really relieved! I AM NOT ALONE! I thought that I'm the only person left in the planet earth who would still feel those what other people may call, "unconventional and out of this world cheesiness". Thankz tO "my textmate", I realized I am still sOmewhat nOrmal! hahaha...

Anyway, yeah...Me and "textmate" are sOrt Of walking On the same rOad here! He's cOnfused with his feelings tOwards sOmeOne, and sO am I! He's feeling and thinking things that he's unsure if he shOuld be feeling Or thinking (like tO the pOint of getting way ahead Of things). In the Other hand, I'm trying tO avOid thinking Or feeling anything tOwards that sOmeOne. Or shall I say, I'm trying tO ward Off Or entertain any stupid "prOphetic" thOughts abOut that sOmeone. In shOrt, I'm trying tO get my mind free Of any assumptions or presumptions I may say.

But it's an amusing thOught thOugh that even if we're in the same situatiOn here, I was able tO give "textmate" sOme piece Of advice while I have nO idea On what tO dO with my Own dilemma!

I fathOm it's indeed easier said than dOne! You can't always trust yOurself tO practice what yOu preach!

Textmate's life with that sOmeone and my life with this sOmeone may seem vague as Of nOw; and I may have nO clue as Of the mOment On whether my wOrds were able tO help my textmate/friend, but One thing is fOr sure thOugh...


we'll definitely find the answers that we're searching fOr, at the right time, in GOd's time!...

P.S.
this blOg post was suPpOsed tO be pOsted way befOre the date tOday... i was suppOsed to pOst it last apirl 29th bUt I wasn't able to finish it, not until now... ehehhehe

xoxo,

Mae =)

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