Dear _i_o,
You said, "IM SORRY"
I wanted to believe you,
but you never proved me that you're
sorry
and you might have asked some girl the
same thing…
You said, "I LOVE YOU"
I was ready to believe you,
but you never showed me that you love
me
and you might have confessed to
another girl as well…
You said, "I MEANT IT"
I was willing to believe you,
but you never proved me that you do
meant it
and you might have vowed to a
certain girl too…
…YES! I was hoping that I could and would eventually believe everything that you’ve told me, but I simply just can’t and won’t do it. You’ve deceived me, hurt me, and broke me, BADLY. But despite the damaged you’ve caused me, I’m willing to forgive you, and I have totally forgiven you a long time ago. I know you might defend yourself and say, “I never knew what you felt coz you never told me either!” But then again, does action speak louder than words? Maybe… I guess... I am certain that everything that has happened between us was and is partly my fault, but I accepted that fact already. And I’ve paid the price, actually still paying it until now! I know I can’t change who you are and I don’t intend to change you either. In the first place I’ve accepted the entire you, FROM THE VERY BEGINNING. Though you’ve given me too much pain and heartaches, I can’t deny the fact that you’ve brought me joy and happiness as well, and I THANK YOU FOR THAT. I may be uncertain of what lies ahead of me, but I am definitely certain about this, “I may fall down hard every once in a while, but I can always pick myself up and bounce back to life, higher, better and stronger than ever!”
xoxo,
Mae =)
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